Today is a day I'm deep into my depressions again. I mean they're always there. But right know there are only sad thoughts in my mind. School was exhausting even though we had only 5 lessons because the first 3 were canceled. Maybe I didn't eat enough or not enough sleep like always idk.
I just realized how I will loose everything which was ever given to me.
Youth. Family. Friends.
I will die with nothing left.